I like to stare, space out, im confusing, i dont like confusion, i have wierd mood swings and i dont think its in a good way, im a pretty negative person but i like to think its cause im realistic, im very quiet unless i get sugar, i like drugs...alot..i think i always will too >.> not proud of it but w/e. i am dark dismul n at time very dull. i only feel like doing what i feel like doing and i usually dont bend, i dont like to show my emotions, dont like to express my emotions i like to feel numb 24/7 i wish to not feel ever. im not a depressed person i just dont feel life is what its cracked up to be, our lives are controlled by government but yet we are free people. i have a dark psychotic side that i dont tell anyone bout except my friends Richard n Julia, cause they are just as demented and twisted as i am. maybe not as bad but close. I dont like people that want attention, show off, loud, try to make me do things i dont want, or are not understanding. I find it creepy to meet people that smile 24/7, ide like to know where they are buying their weed though.